Lately I've been feeling very lucky because I now have the space to work on my life a little bit, less distractions less people to hold me accountable for certain things. This makes it so that I have to really deal with myself instead of constantly ignoring certain important parts of myself because I'm so so busy and really really need to work on something and stay busy and help someone else or whatever. But I'm slowly setting myself up for a more contemplative life, a more meaningful and free life. I still don't really know where things need to go for myself, but learning where I don't need to go has been very helpful, or where I'm glad that I'm not stuck anymore. I have been to some places that I know people have not been able to come back from and they are still dealing with the consequences of their actions...
